Don't want to break up but they do?
Finding our way through the confusion and pain to the light at the other side of the tunnel.
CLZúñiga
7/18/20194 min read


Let's face it—breakups are hard. They hurt and throw us into mental confusion and emotional turmoil. We question every little thing and wonder what we did wrong, how we could have changed things and if it was our fault. We spin in a million questions and want to know why, to understand what happened and get closure.
The result is we stay stuck in the past and unable to move forward with our lives. I know plenty of women who struggle--really struggle—to move past a breakup. I understand. I've been there too. We say we know we have to move on but we just can't. We spend months and even years of our lives clinging to the past and suffering over it.
Why? What's the problem? The easy answer or at least what we tell ourselves is that we still love them. It's easy to love them because it wasn't all bad. And we weren't perfect either. We did our share of hurting them back. Maybe we should just be happy with things the way they were. They weren't so bad. Maybe we could be happy...
This is settling. We've all done it. We love them and we want them to love us back. It feels good to love and be loved. We all long for that. And we don't understand why or how their feelings changed for us when our feelings for them didn't. We still love them. And we convince ourselves whatever love they toss our way is worth it or that if we can just show them we are worth their love, it'll be fine.
The problem with settling is it doesn't work. We will end up unhappy inside and will blame them for it. Then they will be unhappy inside and blame us for it. And eventually the relationship will end...again.
Staying in suffering because we still love our ex seems like the easy answer because it's hard to let go of people we love. But there's a hard answer too, something deeper we overlook, yet is key for us to recognize. As it turns out, the hard answer is actually the easier road in the long run.
When the truth in our heart is not aligned with the stories in our head, a war breaks out inside of us between our heart and our head, and we can't move.
It takes a ton of energy to make ourselves do something we really don't want to do. So if we really don't want to break up, we won't have the willpower to take the steps that we need to take, to move our lives away from our ex. It's that simple.
That's why so many of us say things like, "I can't let go. I can't stop thinking about them. I miss them and want them to miss me. I want them to come back. I know I need to let go but I'm stuck. I can't bear to go no contact. I love them." The truth is we hope our ex will realize they made a mistake, change their mind, and come running back to us declaring their true love.
It's the trap of fairytale love. It could happen, but if it does, it's the exception rather than the rule. For most of us, we waste too much of our precious lives wishing things were different, crying over someone who left us in the dust and never looked back. The kicker is that when we dig down deep, we probably weren't as happy or fulfilled as our mind wants us to think we were. We just didn't have the courage to speak up about it.
So what's the truth in your situation? How do you really feel about your ex? Is he or she someone you believe you could forge a trusting, supportive, uplifting, long-term authentically-loving partnership with? If so then lay your cards on the table. Be honest with them about how you feel and see what happens, because something will happen. If you don't get real with it, you'll stay trapped in the push-pull of your head and heart, stuck in suffering and unable to move forward and watching as life passes you by.
Or do you love them but...you know they aren't good for you, can't love you the way you want, can't be trusted, or whatever...and deep down you know it's best to release them? If you feel you don't want to be in a relationship with your ex yet still struggle to let them go, it's possible that there is something deeper going on for you to explore.
Making big transitions in our lives like moving on from a relationship that isn't serving us takes will, truth and intellect, plus the energy to act. It's easy to get caught in indecision when we want one thing, feel another thing, and think another thing. This inner asynchrony can trap us in cycles of confusion, emotion and overwhelm, stopping us from moving forward.
Yet when what we want (our will), what we feel is true (our heart wisdom), and what we think about the situation (our intellect) are in synch and working together, our clarity is greater and our energy to act is stronger. But we don't want to take just any actions. We want to take right actions—the ones that help us instead of hurt us so the grip of our struggle can begin to ease up.
If this resonates with you yet you're not sure how to proceed with it, consider emailing me for help. I was helped along my breakup road and am here to help you now. Recovery is easier when someone's there to answer questions, clear confusion and guide us forward on our chosen path.
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