How are you feeling today?
I find myself in a deeply emotional space, reflecting on the parts of my life that aren't where I want them to be, and on the parts of my life that I am truly grateful for. The energy today is sometimes stifling and sometimes opening. I chuckle about something, and then in the next moment, tears well up about something else.
There's an expansion into all of it, and a breaking down of the mental compartments my mind likes to habitually use to try and keep a sense of control. There's just no time or space or energy for those kinds of mind games anymore. Life is all of it, the things we can manage and the things we can't, the things we like and the things we don't, the places we succeed and the places we fail and grow.
At some point, rest comes through the surrender of all of it into something beyond our comprehension. Life just "is" and I have to believe that it's all somehow relevant in the highest order of things, because it's all pretty f-ing miraculous in the end...